Ever since the Martha Stewart American Made competition (which I didn't win, by the way) and the Influence Conference, my inbox has exploded. I've been given opportunities that I used to dream about. I want to do "all the things." But now, I'm feeling the pressure. I don't know how to handle it all.
Yesterday, I was a total ball of stress and even found myself in the midst of a melt down.
It's scary taking risks.
It's scary saying "yes" to things that I don't know I'm capable of, all the while trying to be reasonable with what I can actually handle.
Prayers, please.
Last night I was reminded that having joy has nothing to do with our circumstances and everything to do with our attitude toward life. I can let the future and my unending to-do list for the remainder of this year sweep me up in a flood of overwhelment and "I can't do this," or choose to take one day at a time and give it to the One who holds my entire life in His hands. What am I really living for anyway?
However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me- the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace. (Acts 20:24)
You've brought tears to my eyes this morning. Truth I NEEDED to hear right now. Praying for you, my dear sister in Christ! May you feel the weight lifted off your shoulders as He holds you in the palm of His hand.
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Allie
Wow, thank you Allie!
DeleteWe have never met and yet I know by your words that your heart is for Him!! It is definitely a choice to give Him ALL the glory...good times and bad. The only way is day by day hand in hand with the only one that truly knows our hearts, just like you said! And I ask myself that same question so often: "What am I really living for anyway?"
ReplyDeleteLove that verse above! He has given you an amazing talent that He can use for His glory :)
Saying a prayer for His direction for you!!
And hoping I might be able to treat myself to one of your creations very soon ;)
You have such a beautiful heart, my dear. We met briefly at Influence Conference, and I just want you to know that I think your pottery and art is just lovely!
ReplyDeletePraying for you now.
And looking forward to following along via GFC and reading more. Seriously love your heart.
XO
Erin
sweetnessitself.blogspot.com
Awe, thank you so much, Erin! :)
DeleteSo happy for you and this busy season, Natalie! Keep up your chin...I know you'll make the best decisions for your business. :)
ReplyDeleteFound your blog through your comment on Bits of Splendor! Looks like God is opening some big doors for you girl! Thats fabulous! Looking forward to watching this journey unfold!!!
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